i'm wasting a life i should give my life 2 ppl tat wan 2 live is this world

Everyday i was thinking is my life worth 2 live in this world tat we call earth?? i guess not cuz i so useless everything i oso dunno i live in this world is a totally a waste but wat can i do i oso dunno everyday at home i onli no is wake up eat then play then sleep then wake up again then eat like tat i like totally useless person ha nvm... who ask me 2 born in this world n oso born in such a useless person y dun born as a nth.. like wind n even tree or maybe even a bird flying around so freely tat will be gd but y born me as a human i hope next time when i was born i hope dun born me as a human just born me as a tree ya tree tree is better ya kk then i write until here then bb~~(KIRA)

bad day bad day

2day 4 me is an bad, i cant say is just 2day i think everyday is a bad day 2 me. i just now had fight with me mother nvm its ok just let her scold me, ya.. i no..... i.. i... i'm a very useless person nvm its ok i cant go find work 2 do everytime onli no hw 2 take money from my grandparent but u think i wan 2 do so!! NO!!! everytime i go there they give me money 2 take back n use i feel so bad i no if i feel bad y dun i go find job 2 work is not i dun wan find is tat i dun dare 2 go ask i dunno y??? n somemore i so stupid, lazy, no guts n most of it is tat i very useless, ya i no if u guys c this msg at my blog u guys sure will say me y so useless or even scold but nvm no will ever come c my blog cuz even they my blog website they dun even bother 2 come c cuz i'm nth 2 them cuz 2 them i'm just a invincible person like i not there n i feel tat i really dun have frenz in my life even if i got frenz they oso will think tat i'm their frenz becuz i do thing very rough n stupid nvm i oso dunno y i like i at home always is like emo kind do thing very slow but 4 an example if i at sch or with frenz around i very happy n do thing crazy maybe is tat i at home feel lonely no 1 2 talk 2 then when i with frenz i feel more happier i think tat y ya... i think next time... no no.. no more next time cuz i dun feel like going out anymore if go out nid use money then later if no money i going 2 my grandparent house there take haiz i dun wan liao i have enough of THIS!!! i going stay at home play my com jiu ok liao but oso dun play 2 long kk i write until here then bb~~(KIRA)

so unpeaceful everyday haizz....

Yo.. Gd Morning^^ 2day i wake up kinda abit late haha... then 2 wake up i take my breakfast then watch abit of tv show well waiting 4 my com 2 start, cuz tat my com now dunno wat happen liao i think it going 2 die or sick i dunno la it everytime keep on auto heng, blue screen n auto restart haiz this make very frusrating nvm atless i got get it started somemore 2day i think i cant go out cuz 2day got ppl wan 2 come my house 2 take some photo cuz my house is selling out haiz another thing 2 stress about zz i stay here in bedok alot of year aready now wan 2 move house i kinda not use 2 it all becuz of my parents zzz first my father was a chef salary quite gd since after he quit tat job my mother starting 2 fighting with him then becuz of this stupid thing it make me n my father we 2 oso fighting oso sometime he do thing will make me very angry until i cant take it n now they 2 have divorce my house have 2 sell it away ARGH!!! if my father nv quit his chef job my mother wont have 2 divorce with him n my house dun nid 2 be sold by the way the reason tat my father quit the chef job tat becuz he wan 2 work with his frenz lame rite zzz just 2 wan 2 work with his frenz then quit the job nv even think about us stupid idiot sia now he onli working part time n somemore is tat his now working place is sometime got then work salary lower then last time wan zzz haiz nvm i dun wan 2 talk this anymore. kk i will write until here then i will update next time
~peace~(KIRA)

go watch movie with my frenz "The Karate Kid" very nice 2 watch MUST GO watch^^

Yo... long time nv come update liao sry.. ok yesterday i n few frenz we went 2 tm there watch movie at first we went 2 cs there check the movie timing we r going 2 watch "The Karate Kid" we go c when the movie started we say wan watch the 6pm+ wan but then 1 of my frenz say still early later then buy the ticket so we went 2 the arcade there play awhile after playing finish we wanted 2 go buy the ticket it was sold out zzz then 1 of more other say 2 my frenz "c la ask u buy early dun wan la now sold out liao" haha... nvm then i go ask another 1 of my frenz at cs movie counter there working wan i go ask her still got wat time wan say time the next wan will be at 8pm+ ok i go ask my frenz whether they wan they nvm then we jiu go 2 tm gv there check, when we reach there WA!! there was so many so ppl waiting 2 buy ticket then we go check the timing we saw tat the 6.10pm show still have we wan 2 watch tat timing but.. when we reach the counter then person tell us tat th 6.10pm wan finish liao WTF... zz nvm then the person tell us tat the next show will be at 9pm WA... so late then i ask my frenz whether izzt ok they ok lorz we jiu my the ticket on 9pm after buying the ticket i look at my watch my watch timing is at 6.55pm i tell my frenz tat we still at 2hr+ 2 the show worz then wat r we going 2 do?? they say go eat dinner first, after finish eatting dinner we went 2 timezone 4 awhile go look walk walk around waiting 4 the time so sianz haha... when the time reach we went in n watch 4 about 2hr+ show the show very nice, funny, interesting n exciting u must go watch dun miss it haha after the show ended it was 11.45pm liao we wan 2 go take bus 31 home but the last bus finish at 11.30pm we miss it nvm then we went back 2 take mrt oso finish liao last train was at 11.25pm sianz luckily then counter person tell us tat 12am tat is 1 last bus 38 i look at the timing we onli left few min 2 reach there 1 of my frenz he crazy liao run so fast like crazy n childish way 2 the bus there zz nvm i my other frenz we fast walk 2 there lucky when reach there the bus just arrive then i tell my crazy frenz "u run 4 wat dun nid 2 run ma zz" haiz nvm la tat frenz of my is very annoying wan zz everything oso wan 2 win ppl even do oso siao wan result oso wan 2 show off haiz nvm when we reach home is about 12am+ liao then i go take a bath after tat i continue 2 watch tv until 3am haha then jiu sleep liao kk then i write until here bb~~
~peace~(KIRA)

working working working haha so fun can go 2 alot of shopping mall tat i haven been 2^^

Yo.. its been a month seen my last update i actually wan 2 update wan but i have no time so sry XD but actually last wk i wan 2 update my blog but suddenly my mother ask whether wan go work ma? i ask her at where? then she told me is was at my er yi zang there then i say ok i have been working there 4 about 1wk n 3days haha the work at there quite easy lorz just nid 2 cut sth then pack after packing jiu deliver liao my working place they help citibank n haagen 2 deliver thing at there i like 2 work wan is deliver thing cuz very fun, tired n oso hot, tired is tat sometime i nid 2 take alot thing at 1 time 2 deliver 2 the same place but different location n somemore is tat sometime is hard 2 find the place oso haha nvm but fun wan is tat i can walk walk around the shopping mall cuz i deliver all this thing most of the time nid 2 go 2 the shopping mall 2 deliver wan haha so fun cuz i can go 2 alot of shopping mall tat i haven been there be4 so fun sia hahaha... but nvm la i nv work liao cuz tat work is like they got work then ask u go if dun have then no work nvm lorz haha kk i write until here then bb~~
~peace~(KIRA)

mY liF3 is S0 v3rY b0rInG=(

Yo... 2day wake up quite early then i'm always do 2day wake up about 5am is my mother be4 going 2 work do sth then abit loud then i jiu wake up but after tat i got when back 2 sleep again but i sleep awhile onli i sleep until 6.55am jiu wake then dun feel like sleeping le cuz no mood 2 sleep liao. n yesterday i was kinda abit angry with my mother cuz yesterday i told her about my father asking me 2 lend him money then she starting 2 nag at me liao n oso she start 2 say same old thing 2 me la she says"huh.. u r going 2 be like father so useless everything oso dun 2 do or find" like haiz then say somemore about my army thing she says"ur army thing when u going 2 do huh.. u dun wan faster go do later the army sth happen u die" she says like wat can i do n somemore i onli tell her my father lend money from then she jiu say i going 2 be a useless person like father WTF!! n somemore hw would i no when the army thing will ask me they even haven send me letter 2 go check up yet i dun even no wheres the place sia WTF LA!! then like tat jiu say i useless everything oso say i useless FK LA!! i dun even no whether r they my own parent anot n my house it does not look like n house it look like a 4 blank wall or even can "so call" "jail" haiz everyday so sianz i dun even feel like staying in this cant of home liao if next year or wat like i go in army when weekend i will nv come back 2 this house i will go somewhere peacefull or maybe go my grandma house stay then if they ask me y dun wan go home i will just say i dun feel like going like n if they call u say i not at here I MEAN IT!!!

no happiness 4 me everyday=(

Yo.. my own blog, i everyday wonder is my life worth 2 live in this world tat we all call earth?? haiz i dun think my life is worth 2 live in this world lorz. u c every1 of my frenz tat i no they live so happliy they laugh, hang out with frenz, go shopping with frenz, play game, watch movie n other thing, i saw them got frenz 2 call them out everytime haiz... but 4 me i was like nth 2 every1 everytime my phone ring most of it is not my frenz call me, most of it is my father, mother n my grandma onli this the onli 3 ppl who will call me then my frenz nv call onli 1~3 ppl will call me lorz haiz..=( every1 in this world got alot of frenz 2 hang out with but 4 me i'm like a totally been left out person lonely no ppl care at all n all my frenz their family background is kinda better then mine. y do i say this cuz u c all my frenz parent they live 2gether n sleep 2gether so happily not like my parent they divorce liao everyday saw 1 another like enemy i no some of my frenz parent oso got scold 1 another but they will n up ok 4 me no when i was small about kindergraden my parent aready sleep seperate liao haiz even some of my frenz got same prob as me but they seem 2 be living happier then me lorz haiz sianz worz.. nvm lorz i was fate 2 be born in this kind of family n fate 2 be no frenz n no happiness 4 me 2 haiz nvm.. its ok de.. kk then i write until here my blog bb~~
~peace~(KIRA)

everyday a boring 4 me=(

Yo, 2day i wake up kinda early around 8.30am then saw my grandfather bring a tv 2 my house with my father then he tell me hw 2 use the remote control, after he left i go watch tv awhile then try 2 c got anything 2 eat anot then dun have lorz aiya is the same like everyday nth 2 eat at morning n oso at afternoon sianz everyday at home nth 2 do on com oso nth 2 do then wan find frenz go out oso cant cuz they all at sch i dun have liao cuz i have graduate from ITE liao so everyday at home afk lorz so sianz.. actually i got think of finding part time work but dunno wat 2 do onli haiz nvm but last time i got work at demsey hill there as a chef helper la then i work at there 4 5days jiu nv work liao cuz the work is not wat think tat i wan 2 work tat kind haiz... yaya i no u will think tat i'm useless ya i no but nvm lorz i at home facing the 4 blank wall lorz then sometime i even kena scolding by my mother dun y la i nv do anything wrong she oso scold, like i onli 4got 2 do sth tat she told or watever other thing la her face jiu turn black haiz... nowdays i at home everyday emo nth 2 do dun like 2 talk so much liao n keep everything inside my heart dun wan 2 say it out even i say it out got any1 wan listen mehz nvm lorz kk i write until here then bb~~
~peace~(KIRA)

This year no chinese new year 4 me yea!!

Yo... earlier wisher 2 every1 a very happy chinese new year, 2moro is chinese new year liao so fast but 2moro should be a happy day 4 every1 can get ang bao(red packet) then can have fun with ur frenz n family n of cuz ur luv 1 2 becuz 2moro is oso valentine day 2 haha but 4 me 2moro i'm not going 2 anywhere n take ang bao even n both grandma house i oso dun wan go lorz i dunno y this i have not mood 2 go lorz nvm la kk i write until here then bb~~
~peace~(KIRA)

This year not so a happy year 4 me haiz....=(

Yo.. CNY(chinese new year) is reaching very soon it last then 1wk from now CNY should be a happy year 4 every1 cuz can take ang bao but 4 me this year CNY is not a happy year 4 me cuz i dun dare 2 go 2 my grandma house there cuz i will saw my da yi at there then i dun wan go cuz of my work thing is my da yi intro me go work then i onli work 4 5days jiu dun wan work liao, so i was like embarrassing them 4 work half way jiu dun wan work liao somemore the work place is my da yi relative open wan haiz... but then if i go i dunno wat 2 do if i saw her haiz.... i have no face 2 look at her lorz.. another thing is tat my NS letter is here liao i about 2 go NS soon but i haven register yet cuz got alot of thing nid my parent n my grandparent thing alot of this i dunno it almost like asking about my family background like health thing lorz i dun even no haiz so stress somemore yesterday my mother tell me tat my where i staying now she maybe about going 2 sell it liao walao... she tell me if she sell liao she ask me 2 go 2 my grandma house there stay 4 2 n half year after tat she then go buy 1rm flat 2 stay wa... when i heard wat she say i was totally silent n keep thinking n thinking haiz... my childhood life is so miserable i onli can be happy when i onli with my frenz sianz lorz haiz nvm la this can be so call "bad luk" ba.... kk i write until here then bb~~
~peace~(KIRA)

I nv work liao i now very sad n stressfull keep thinking wat will happen 2 me if i nv work liao do i nid 2 pay10k cuz i work contract 2yrs

Yo.. i'm back le i now nv work liao cuz i work there very hard n tiring everyday at there onli can do is cut some vege n carry some food 2 the chiller some more it very heavy it weight about 19kg+ so heavy until it hurt my back n leg somemore i at there nid 2 learn hw 2 do the pizza skin n make it round n i just cant make it haiz.. but even now i no hw 2 make liao i still make very slow i saw my senior do very fast make it round liao haiz but me i keep doing n doing until very long then become round haiz.. i everyday at there not very happy when ever i got break time 4 2hr from 4~6pm i everytime go a place n rest then call my grandma or my mother 2 tell them i break then everytime i call them i will talk until cry cuz it very hard 2 work in there then i tell them i dun wan 2 work liao.. then my grandma tell me dun work lorz cuz she n my grandpa oso dun wan me 2 work there 2 n i at there sometime cut any vege or other thing i kena cut my hand 2 time liao wa very pain worz now everyday i keep thinking n thinking wat i'm i going 2 do i think i very useless lorz haiz nvm useless jiu useless i have been fate 2 be useless n stupid=( kk then i write until here then bb~~
~peace~(KIRA)

Belate HAPPY NEW YEAR wish=P^^

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! sry i so late then say happy new year actually i yesterday wan update de but i 4got liao i was busy training my maple train until 2 focus liao hahaha... but anyway on the new year eve actually i was going 2 marina bay or vivo there celebrate wan but when i go meet my frenz then go find my other n wait 4 them 2 finish work at mac then we go countdown haiz.. but 1 of my frenz say dun wan go liao change 2 go play cf(crossfire) ok nvm then jiu go cf play until 5am+ worz wa.. haha i at there oso countdown but onli tat not so fun wan cant even c the firework sad worz =( nvm then we play n play until jiu go home liao after tat on the new year i wake up at 12pm then on tv watch show i lucky saw channel 5 got countdown i was so lucky so n somemore is tat on the show it almost countdown liao worz i lucky enough 2 countdown n then c the firework wa... the countdown firework last 4 8min worz wa.... it look so nice sia haha.. so now is a brand new year i'm going 2 prepare myself 4 work liao so nervous haha nvm work long liao jiu get use 2 it liao kk i write til here then bb~~
~peace~(KIRA)