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Yo... 2day wake up quite early then i'm always do 2day wake up about 5am is my mother be4 going 2 work do sth then abit loud then i jiu wake up but after tat i got when back 2 sleep again but i sleep awhile onli i sleep until 6.55am jiu wake then dun feel like sleeping le cuz no mood 2 sleep liao. n yesterday i was kinda abit angry with my mother cuz yesterday i told her about my father asking me 2 lend him money then she starting 2 nag at me liao n oso she start 2 say same old thing 2 me la she says"huh.. u r going 2 be like father so useless everything oso dun 2 do or find" like haiz then say somemore about my army thing she says"ur army thing when u going 2 do huh.. u dun wan faster go do later the army sth happen u die" she says like wat can i do n somemore i onli tell her my father lend money from then she jiu say i going 2 be a useless person like father WTF!! n somemore hw would i no when the army thing will ask me they even haven send me letter 2 go check up yet i dun even no wheres the place sia WTF LA!! then like tat jiu say i useless everything oso say i useless FK LA!! i dun even no whether r they my own parent anot n my house it does not look like n house it look like a 4 blank wall or even can "so call" "jail" haiz everyday so sianz i dun even feel like staying in this cant of home liao if next year or wat like i go in army when weekend i will nv come back 2 this house i will go somewhere peacefull or maybe go my grandma house stay then if they ask me y dun wan go home i will just say i dun feel like going like n if they call u say i not at here I MEAN IT!!!