I nv work liao i now very sad n stressfull keep thinking wat will happen 2 me if i nv work liao do i nid 2 pay10k cuz i work contract 2yrs

Yo.. i'm back le i now nv work liao cuz i work there very hard n tiring everyday at there onli can do is cut some vege n carry some food 2 the chiller some more it very heavy it weight about 19kg+ so heavy until it hurt my back n leg somemore i at there nid 2 learn hw 2 do the pizza skin n make it round n i just cant make it haiz.. but even now i no hw 2 make liao i still make very slow i saw my senior do very fast make it round liao haiz but me i keep doing n doing until very long then become round haiz.. i everyday at there not very happy when ever i got break time 4 2hr from 4~6pm i everytime go a place n rest then call my grandma or my mother 2 tell them i break then everytime i call them i will talk until cry cuz it very hard 2 work in there then i tell them i dun wan 2 work liao.. then my grandma tell me dun work lorz cuz she n my grandpa oso dun wan me 2 work there 2 n i at there sometime cut any vege or other thing i kena cut my hand 2 time liao wa very pain worz now everyday i keep thinking n thinking wat i'm i going 2 do i think i very useless lorz haiz nvm useless jiu useless i have been fate 2 be useless n stupid=( kk then i write until here then bb~~
~peace~(KIRA)