bad day bad day

2day 4 me is an bad, i cant say is just 2day i think everyday is a bad day 2 me. i just now had fight with me mother nvm its ok just let her scold me, ya.. i no..... i.. i... i'm a very useless person nvm its ok i cant go find work 2 do everytime onli no hw 2 take money from my grandparent but u think i wan 2 do so!! NO!!! everytime i go there they give me money 2 take back n use i feel so bad i no if i feel bad y dun i go find job 2 work is not i dun wan find is tat i dun dare 2 go ask i dunno y??? n somemore i so stupid, lazy, no guts n most of it is tat i very useless, ya i no if u guys c this msg at my blog u guys sure will say me y so useless or even scold but nvm no will ever come c my blog cuz even they my blog website they dun even bother 2 come c cuz i'm nth 2 them cuz 2 them i'm just a invincible person like i not there n i feel tat i really dun have frenz in my life even if i got frenz they oso will think tat i'm their frenz becuz i do thing very rough n stupid nvm i oso dunno y i like i at home always is like emo kind do thing very slow but 4 an example if i at sch or with frenz around i very happy n do thing crazy maybe is tat i at home feel lonely no 1 2 talk 2 then when i with frenz i feel more happier i think tat y ya... i think next time... no no.. no more next time cuz i dun feel like going out anymore if go out nid use money then later if no money i going 2 my grandparent house there take haiz i dun wan liao i have enough of THIS!!! i going stay at home play my com jiu ok liao but oso dun play 2 long kk i write until here then bb~~(KIRA)