2day at sch quite boring haha...

Annyeonghasaeyo i'm back n as normal 2day go sch quite boring first i go meet n frenz at c1 4 breaksfast after eat finish we went 2 stadium 4 pe but when we reach there alot ppl was gathering around there dunno 4 wat then when i saw a banner on the field it say'Rice walk for charity' when i saw those word i was so fed up even my frenz oso haiz actually we thot of running away from this stupid walk but 2 bad our pe spotted us then tell 2 come down then we went down we ask him wat we going 2 do walk with them? then he say 'yes' we all was like 'teacher can dun go ma?' but he say cant so sianz nvm lorz we just go walk but we walk from very behind we let all other go first. Btw this is like u walk 100m u can donate 1 bowl of rice 2 those needy then when we was walking it was raining abit n we walk abit faster when we was finish is like about 1km then student leader give us a paper there say' u have walk 1km n have donated 10bowl of rice 2 needy' zzz nvm after tat we gather at near c1 there then at there 2 of my frenz had a little misunderstand prob aiya dun care them after they solve the prob we went 4 our last lesson after finish the lesson me n my other 2 frenz we went 2 tm 2 watch movie 'the dairy of the whimpy kidz dog days' the show is so so after watching 1 frenz went home first i with another frenz go eat cuz we 2 hungry haha.. n i have brought a polo t-shirt 4 my cousin birthday 2moro after i when home.. kk then i will write until here then bb~~

~KiRa~

When will i able to find a haircut tat suit me??

Annyeonghasaeyo 2day i wake up quite early around 8am+ nth 2 do laying on my bed open tv n watch c got any show so sianz no show cuz 2day is hari raya zzz nvm then wake up go wash fash&teeth then go eat breakfast then after tat on com n play 4 awhile then after i go take a shower then back 2 com n go google find a hairstyle tat suit me but i cant find any of it everytime i wan find is so hard sometime i find a nice wan i wan try but i scare it not suit me cuz i have a round face n fat zz after i give up finding i go take money n went down 2 salon n trim my hair short after i came back i feel it look so weird haiz everytime i go out with my frenz i saw alot guys hairstyle look so nice n style n i always wish i could have nice hairstyle like them but i dunno hw 2 say 2 cut until like their hairstyle. Nvm i think when i grow older i think i still wont able 2 find a suitable hairstyle 4 my ownself sad=( kk then i will write until here then annyeong~~

~KiRa~

I not worth to have any crush or to love someone else

Haiz i'm so dead i have crush on 1 of my classmate but i cant do tat cuz she have bf aready but last mth they broke up. Pluz i cant like her cuz i not fit 2 n i think she onli treat me as her oppa(brother in korean) yea i no tat this is very annoying haha nvm, so the onli thing i can do is 2 just stay beside her onli lorz but my other classmate think tat we 2 very close until like couple zzz nvm this wat they think but 4 me no i nv think this way even i like her cuz i have aready tell myself tat i wont find any gf 4eva cuz i not romantic or wat so ever thing so if i have gf i sure like not even 1day? or maybe 1wk? then break up aready so i just remain silence n keep it in my heart haha kk i write until here then bb~~

~KiRa~

Life is so tiring for me =(

It been few yrs seen my last post. Haiz everyday when i wake up i always feel so sad n stressful seen i was born everything dun seen 2 be right like i was born 2 be a jinx or a middle person between my parents cuz from wat i no is tat be4 i was born my parent were a lovely couple n after i was little n until now my parent was like everyday fight fight then they wan 2 talk they always ask me 2 tell either 1 of them say wat like i was a messenger stuck in between them so fed up!! even until now they have divorced i still their messenger haiz.... now my life is so fed up, stress n full of sadness. N seen 3yrs back my parent decided 2 sell our house a bedok my life has become worst now i have 2 live my grandparents n my mother have 2 keep move house house by herself cuz is rented wan btw she now cant buy any house yet bcuz the law said must wait atless 2yrs then can buy then she have no choice 2 rent house illegally or she have no place 2 stay but 4 me i got a place 2 stay but i feel so uncomfortable staying at my grandparent house cuz i have give them alot trouble n problem but they still love me i dunno y but i feel so ashame i feel so useless n like a dumbass, i dun dare 2 go find part time work 2 do n earn so money nid take money from them i really feel so useless all i can think is play, go with frenz n use money onli this all i can do haiz... i always feel like "y i was born 2 this world n give ppl so many trouble n problem i shld not had born if i would be born i wish i was born 2 be a tree or maybe animal i dun wan 2 be human" cuz human nid 2 think alot think but onli when they r little they dun nid 2 think so much but each u grow up u start 2 think haiz nvm la my life is like no 1 can understand my feeling n tat y i from young i keep telling my frenz n family i wan 2 be single 4eva cuz i have no money, useless, not clever n other thing 2 have a gf so y not just 2 be single n watch all my other frenz n family have couple n i just watch..^^ ok i will write until here then anyway no1 will no this i write haha.. bye~~

~KiRa~