mY liF3 is S0 v3rY b0rInG=(

Yo... 2day wake up quite early then i'm always do 2day wake up about 5am is my mother be4 going 2 work do sth then abit loud then i jiu wake up but after tat i got when back 2 sleep again but i sleep awhile onli i sleep until 6.55am jiu wake then dun feel like sleeping le cuz no mood 2 sleep liao. n yesterday i was kinda abit angry with my mother cuz yesterday i told her about my father asking me 2 lend him money then she starting 2 nag at me liao n oso she start 2 say same old thing 2 me la she says"huh.. u r going 2 be like father so useless everything oso dun 2 do or find" like haiz then say somemore about my army thing she says"ur army thing when u going 2 do huh.. u dun wan faster go do later the army sth happen u die" she says like wat can i do n somemore i onli tell her my father lend money from then she jiu say i going 2 be a useless person like father WTF!! n somemore hw would i no when the army thing will ask me they even haven send me letter 2 go check up yet i dun even no wheres the place sia WTF LA!! then like tat jiu say i useless everything oso say i useless FK LA!! i dun even no whether r they my own parent anot n my house it does not look like n house it look like a 4 blank wall or even can "so call" "jail" haiz everyday so sianz i dun even feel like staying in this cant of home liao if next year or wat like i go in army when weekend i will nv come back 2 this house i will go somewhere peacefull or maybe go my grandma house stay then if they ask me y dun wan go home i will just say i dun feel like going like n if they call u say i not at here I MEAN IT!!!

no happiness 4 me everyday=(

Yo.. my own blog, i everyday wonder is my life worth 2 live in this world tat we all call earth?? haiz i dun think my life is worth 2 live in this world lorz. u c every1 of my frenz tat i no they live so happliy they laugh, hang out with frenz, go shopping with frenz, play game, watch movie n other thing, i saw them got frenz 2 call them out everytime haiz... but 4 me i was like nth 2 every1 everytime my phone ring most of it is not my frenz call me, most of it is my father, mother n my grandma onli this the onli 3 ppl who will call me then my frenz nv call onli 1~3 ppl will call me lorz haiz..=( every1 in this world got alot of frenz 2 hang out with but 4 me i'm like a totally been left out person lonely no ppl care at all n all my frenz their family background is kinda better then mine. y do i say this cuz u c all my frenz parent they live 2gether n sleep 2gether so happily not like my parent they divorce liao everyday saw 1 another like enemy i no some of my frenz parent oso got scold 1 another but they will n up ok 4 me no when i was small about kindergraden my parent aready sleep seperate liao haiz even some of my frenz got same prob as me but they seem 2 be living happier then me lorz haiz sianz worz.. nvm lorz i was fate 2 be born in this kind of family n fate 2 be no frenz n no happiness 4 me 2 haiz nvm.. its ok de.. kk then i write until here my blog bb~~
~peace~(KIRA)

everyday a boring 4 me=(

Yo, 2day i wake up kinda early around 8.30am then saw my grandfather bring a tv 2 my house with my father then he tell me hw 2 use the remote control, after he left i go watch tv awhile then try 2 c got anything 2 eat anot then dun have lorz aiya is the same like everyday nth 2 eat at morning n oso at afternoon sianz everyday at home nth 2 do on com oso nth 2 do then wan find frenz go out oso cant cuz they all at sch i dun have liao cuz i have graduate from ITE liao so everyday at home afk lorz so sianz.. actually i got think of finding part time work but dunno wat 2 do onli haiz nvm but last time i got work at demsey hill there as a chef helper la then i work at there 4 5days jiu nv work liao cuz the work is not wat think tat i wan 2 work tat kind haiz... yaya i no u will think tat i'm useless ya i no but nvm lorz i at home facing the 4 blank wall lorz then sometime i even kena scolding by my mother dun y la i nv do anything wrong she oso scold, like i onli 4got 2 do sth tat she told or watever other thing la her face jiu turn black haiz... nowdays i at home everyday emo nth 2 do dun like 2 talk so much liao n keep everything inside my heart dun wan 2 say it out even i say it out got any1 wan listen mehz nvm lorz kk i write until here then bb~~
~peace~(KIRA)