I dun wan 2 have any gf in my life be alone is the best those ppl who have gf is stupid zz..

Do u all no tat y i dun wan 2 have any gf or any gal ask me 2 be their bf i dun wan ma? all is bcuz my family background tat make me dun dare 2 find gf now i dun have any interest in any gal liao even if i saw a very pretty gal i have totally no interest. dun think i'm a gay no.. is just tat when my mother scold me n i argue back or my mother n my father scolding each other it make feel n dream about all those unhappy thing n tat make me now have no any feeling on gal liao cuz sometime i feel tat if i have a gf (in furture)we 2gether so long then we got married i sure tat our married wont last long n i sure tat it will end like my parent now n i oso dunno hw 2 say any love thing or word 2 my gf like tat so i have gf 4 wat i better choose single then got gf. even if i got gf i think we wont last long lorz i think 1day jiu break liao cuz i look ugly, fat, stupid n emo kind dun like 2 talk 2 much like tat who will like me, even if u thot tat i everytime at sch act cool or watever thing i actually not acting cool tat is my real look of me n i have planned tat in furture i will be alone 4ever
~peace~(KIRA)

I hate my life!!

I feel tat my life is boring, stressful n tired everyday at home nth 2 do then everytime face the 4 blank wall, just now i kena scolded by my mother cuz tat i nv go eat bath everything she say "everyday i saw u play com play so long nv go do anything n u last time will help me do sth now nv anymore n say my attitude is like my father so lazy n useless when i say u like ur father so lazy u not happy then wat u wan me 2 say" she like tat say 2 me nvm, tats y i everytime think is my life wroth 2 live in this world n y i was born in this world is like i was born 2 this world no meaning i oso feel tat i actually dun have a really really real frenz cuz mostly i talk they will like nv listen treated me as like i not at there nvm lorz no frenz no frenz lorz i alone oso can.
~peace~(KIRA)

My boring day ever in my life tat is my birthday

Yea!! my bd finally over liao^^ every ppl when their bd reach they should be very happy n fun rite? ya but me i'm not my wan was very sianz n not fun at all on my bd tat day i nv celebrate my bd cuz i dun wan even if i wan no 1 oso can celebrate with me all my frenz n family can so call "not free" haiz cuz some got go work some go sch n some go out with frenz nvm dun celebrate oso nvm la i dun mind wan^^ at less got ppl msg me n say happy bd 2 me ok le lorz but thot tat no 1 will remember my bd haha... nvm la ny bd aready over liao so dun care le kk then i write until here bb~~
~peace~(KIRA)

My birthday left 6days YEA!! happy birthday 2 me n susanna my frenz first HAPPY BIRTHDAY^^

Yea... my days with ITE is onli 2-3wks left after tat i'm free liao haha.. this few days at sch very bored nth 2 do at sch specially on wed on got 1 lesson other lesson can dun nid go liao cuz study finish le haiz sianz lorz somemore the lesson start at 12pm zz.. nvm lorz.. and 1 more thing is tat my bd(birthday) left 6days YEA!!!! but 1 thing special this year is tat my class got 1 gal same bd as me i was shock haha.. first time got ppl same bd with me^^ hmm.. i think this i maybe not going 2 celebrate my bd cuz i dun wan oso can say i dun like ba nvm wan i use 2 it without celebrating my bd^^ then on next wed i hope no 1 no my bd n say happy bd 2 me i dun wan haha.. ok i will write 2 here then bb~~
~peace~(KIRA)